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and now one week left of my life as I know it
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| God is good. I am not I don't feel like I'm in school anymore. Spring break 
xanga, see you in a few |
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| Ephesians 5:8 "For you once were in the darkness, but now you are light in the Lord." |
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katie, i had fun in lawrence with you... we family, i got your back, i got your back kid... okay okay... 
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Time really flies... Two years ago tonight was the worst night of my life. But I'm not going to sit here and pity myself for going through that. I'm beginning to realize how God has used that to change who I am. So what do I have to complain about... Keshawn just skipped the rest of his life on this corrupt and unconditional earth and was able to meet Jesus and enjoy God's gift earlier than the rest of us. What is there to be sorry about? Death hurts worse than anything but when we think of the eternal gift of heaven, it doesn't seem so bad. I used to say I would do ANYTHING to have him back.. but would I really? I would never want him to have to leave the most perfect place ever created, a place beyond our wildest dreams and so far beyond our human imagination that we can't even understand it. It takes a lot to make myself understand this and it isn't completed by any means. God has showed me how precious those I love are and how delicate our lives can be. The best thing I can do in memory of Keshawn is to tell others that Jesus has created a home from you. We do not belong on this earth. It is not home. If you accept Him and believe that He created you and died so you could live in a perfect heaven someday, then absolutely nothing can come between you and God's love. He made a heaven not just for me but for the people that mean the most to me, so we can spend eternity together. Katie, there is no one that knows me better than you and even though sometimes we don't understand each other like we would like, I know that you will always be there for me. Your the only sister I have and I would be a fool to push you away, there is a reason we were made to spend our lives together. You really do mean soooo much to me! |
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